Fishermen or Fishers-of-Men?
I wonder how
many of us have felt as Simon Peter did in today’s gospel when he complains
“Master, we have worked hard all night and have caught nothing . . .
.” Hard work never guarantees success. In fact, Peter
had lent Jesus the use of his boat as a platform for preaching
because the crowds along the shore grew so large. He did this after
a long night of unsuccessful fishing. But Peter’s comment that began with
despair ended with “…but at your command, I will lower the nets.” What
faith! Jesus wasn’t even a fisherman! Of course, the
story ends with the boat being almost swamped with fish, to the extent that
other boats needed to assist in recovering the catch. Jesus remarks
that he will make them “fishers of men.” Peter and the two brothers James and
John left their nets to follow Jesus. What a remarkable morning, and
what a remarkable insight into our life in Christ.
Our
calling is not us to success, but is to a life of faith, to paraphrase Mother
Teresa of Calcutta. Just as last week’s gospel suggested a path of
“seeking” rather than “building” the Kingdom of God, this week’s gospel
suggests obedience to Christ over obedience to tradition, because tradition
wants to use the status quo to reference the past to guide the future. The Spirit, on the
other hand, wants to use the energy and drive of the present to work with God
to create the future: “Behold, I am doing something new” (Isaiah
43:19). What propels us forward in the life of faith isn’t concerned with success, but responsiveness to a
lover---God loves us! We are called to a living, dynamic
relationship, where God is asking us to be a part of His creating acts.
Too
often our evangelical efforts to be good news become subject to cost-benefit
analysis, but such a model is foreign to a God who courts His creation and
actively seeks communion with us who, like the priest of Isaiah proclaims
Woe is me, I am doomed!
For I am a man of unclean lips,
living among a people of unclean lips;
yet my eyes have seen the King, the LORD of hosts!
For I am a man of unclean lips,
living among a people of unclean lips;
yet my eyes have seen the King, the LORD of hosts!
What can we do when we have experienced
God’s great grace and love and realize we are no worthier than the rest of
humanity to merit God’s favor? We love others as God has loved us. We see God’s
universal love poured out, in the elegant words of William Sloane Coffin
“…universally for everyone from Pope to the loneliest wino on the planet. . .
.”(Credo). In
this model of love, we don't love from fear or shame, but from the awesome
realization of being loved.
The
conversion of the fishermen to fishers-of-men didn’t begin with Jesus
excoriating them but loving them. It was from that grace-filled love
that Peter and the priest in Isaiah dropped to their knees Too often the
church shames people to their knees; however, God's universal love doesn't send
the faithful to their knees out of shame, but out of awe.
The
message to the Church is clear: put out into the deeper waters of grace and
stop messing around in the tide pools of shame.