“Without cost you have received; without cost you are to
give”
As Christians living in the twenty-first century, we have
little to fear. In this country, about sixty-three percent of Americans identify
as Christian, a clear majority, and few fear persecution or death for their beliefs,
unlike Jesus’ disciples or other Christians living in societies hostile to
their faith. Jesus was sending his disciples “as sheep in the midst
of wolves.” There was plenty to fear.
Matthew was writing his gospel during tough times. The
tension between followers of Jesus and the established Jewish synagogue and
the overall tension between the Jewish people and the Romans were increasing. Matthew’s
gospel was addressed to the community at Jerusalem around 70 A.D., the year the
Romans destroyed the Temple and caused widespread chaos both for the neophyte
community of Jesus’ followers and the mainstream Jewish population. The need to
affirm Jesus’ authority as Messiah permeates Matthew’s gospel, and today’s
reading with Jesus sending out his disciples to evangelize the Jewish people
would have been particularly timely for Matthew’s community. Jesus depicting
the disciples being sent as feeling “troubled and abandoned” is an
understatement.
The second descriptor of these disciples as needing a
shepherd seems particularly apt when you consider how Jesus contemplated being
killed at the hands of the Roman and Temple authorities, a feeling shared by
the leadership of Matthew’s small Christian community in Jerusalem. What
happens to sheep without a shepherd? They are devoured by wolves. It is
difficult for us to imagine how desperate Jesus and Matthew were to get the
message of God’s kingdom out to the “lost sheep of the house of Israel”. What
could Jesus’ disciples, or for that matter, Matthew’s community offer coming
from such a troubled community? They offered hope; their mission was to heal.
But how can the wounded heal? Jesus summed it up by declaring the healing they
received came free to them and “without cost you are to give”. Who better to heal than those who are being
healed?
We, too, are being sent. We begin our missionary journey,
though, in our hearts. Before we can share God’s healing, we must realize God’s
work in us that has begun. We don’t need to be cured to heal, but we need to
know what the wounds look like. Before we can be Christ to the world,
we need to see Christ in the world, present in the least and
the last, the wounded and weak. As Christ’s glorified body still bore the wounds
of his crucifixion, so we go forth using our wounds as proof of God’s healing
and how real for us the coming of God’s kingdom is, because it has arrived.