The Divine Arsonist
Sunday, August 17, 2025
Eleventh Sunday after Pentecost
The Divine Arsonist
Monday, July 21, 2025
Ninth Sunday after Pentecost
"Lord, on the day I called for help, you answered me." (Ps. 138)
I recall one of the stories of the Desert Fathers in which a young monk asks his spiritual father, his abba, why his prayers are so ineffective; he prays but rarely gets what he asks for. The monk asks his disciple to take an old, dusty basket and bring him some water. The disciple obliges but gets no farther than a few steps before the basket leaks the entire contents of water out, and so he must return to refill it. He does this several more times and soon realizes the futility of using the old basket to carry water. He returns, sullen, unable to accomplish his abba's request. He explains his great effort to try and keep the water secure, but that the basket will not hold the water. His abba nods in agreement. He asks the disciple if he noticed anything different about the basket since he took it to the river. The disciple says, "Yes, it is now clean." The abba says, "Yes, it has been cleaned by the water passing through it while you were filling it. God answers our prayers by first purifying our hearts, not granting us our desires. Only a pure heart can say with faith, "Your will be done."What we usually mean by "God does not answer prayer" is "I didn't get what I asked for." For some Christians (and anyone in a fix), prayer can be little more than a spiritual ATM. Not to discount the need to ask God for those things we need and desire, but all prayer should be with the proviso Jesus used in the Garden: "Not my will, but your will be done"(Luke 22). Suppose Jesus, in perfect communion with the Father, humbly submitted to his Father's will when scared, anticipating a gruesome death, and feeling abandoned. How much more should we be willing to pray under the condition that it is God's will?
In today's gospel reading from Luke, Jesus is asked how we are to pray, and Jesus follows up with the "Our Father"-a prayer not invented by Jesus but passed along from John the Baptist, who taught his disciples a prayer from the wilderness. The Our Father can be used not simply as a text for our prayer but as a small catechism on how to pray:
"Father hallowed be your name."
Prayer begins with acknowledging God as Father, or more accurately, Jesus uses the word abba---a term suggesting the closeness one has to a familial "father" to bring into sharp focus the intimacy with which we can approach God. God is both supremely holy and the Holy Spirit, supremely accessible to us; we should begin every prayer not only with the awareness of God's holiness but with the great gratitude that we are, as St. Paul says, "heirs of God", God's children (God has no grandchildren).
"Your kingdom come."
Other gospels add "your will be done, etc..." To first pray for God's kingdom is to honor Christ's central mission, to make the kingdom realized by his disciples, and to spread this grace to all. We must, as Thomas Merton wrote, "will the will of God"; our prayer must first raise our consciousness to seek first the Kingdom before all else. As my spiritual father said many years ago, it is necessary "to pray for the Kingdom of God to come, not the Kingdom of Todd"!
"Give us each day our daily bread."
The "bread" is understood by biblical scholars to point to the Messianic banquet, the eschaton, the final culmination in history of the establishment of the Kingdom for all eternity. The prayer asks for that realization to be daily; the eschaton isn't only historical, it is eternally present and accessible by grace. We should earnestly pray for this spiritually sustaining need as we realize the need for physical nourishment.
"Forgive us our sins for we forgive everyone in debt to us."
This part of the prayer isn't so much a quid pro quo as it is an admonition to be mindful of the need to avail ourselves of God's mercy so we can extend it as part of building up the Kingdom. We need to continue to seek God's merciful grace, not as a reward for forgiving others, but we need to seek God's grace so that we can forgive others. If we live in gratitude for God's mercy to us, forgiveness can be genuine because it is an extension of the divine forgiveness of God. If this dynamic was working perfectly, I doubt we'd need to include it in our prayer, but it isn't, and we continue to find forgiveness tough at times, so our focus ought to be seeking God's mercy for our lack of mercy towards others. The "Jesus Prayer" is a great help: "Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner." This ancient prayer, far from being self-abasing, abounds in the awareness of God's great mercy and our constant need of it.
"Do not subject us to the final test."
The Greek word used for "test" is peirasmos, which suggests the trials of the Messiah; the afflictions of the mission of Christ; it isn't suggesting that God is the source of our temptations (God never is the source of temptation--James 1:13). We pray to be fortified in the life of trials for the sake of the Kingdom and that we might not "be subject"...or perhaps a better word would be "subjugated" to the final test---be overcome by our struggles. Make no mistake, anyone considering confronting the world's evil would do well to begin with the evil in one's own heart. Satan rejoices in the self-righteous protester who can use an agenda of "social justice" to embitter the heart and render it lifeless in the pursuit of effectively hating one's enemies, but for a "good cause." Real spiritual combat occurs in the recesses of one's heart, not on the street facing one's enemies. Do you want to destroy your enemies? Love them! Where is the enemy now?
The second part of the gospel sets up the short narrative of one who, because he was persistent in appealing to his friend, got what he needed. So "For everyone who asks, receives; and the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened." We need persistence in prayer to cleanse our hearts like the water sifting through a dirty basket; it takes a lifetime of seeking and knocking to realize whom we sought was always with us, and the door has always been open.
Sunday, July 20, 2025
Eighth Sunday after Pentecost
"Mary has chosen the good part."
Friday, June 20, 2025
Holy Trinity
"Batter my heart three-person God"
--John Donne, "Meditation 14"
The Holy Trinity is challenging because the official declaration of God's identity as "three persons one God" appears to contradict our understanding of what it means to be a person. For many, such language brings up popular images of "multiple personalities" in a single person suffering from a mental disorder. There is a quotation from the spiritual masterpiece The Imitation of Christ by Thomas a Kempis that gives us a great place to start:
"What good does it do to speak learnedly about the Trinity if, lacking humility, you displease the Trinity? Indeed, it is not learning that makes a man holy and just, but a virtuous life makes him pleasing to God. I would rather feel contrition than know how to define it." Book 1, Chapter 1
The first thing we should recognize is that any theological understanding finds its ultimate meaning in the goal of all Christian life: to allow God to transform us daily into becoming more the Christ that has dwelt in us since baptism. With that in mind (and heart), let's consider today's readings, how the blessed Trinity is revealed in them, and the implications for our life in Christ.
One of the essential characteristics of the Trinity is relationship, and God's "aseity", or uncreated, perfectly actualized being. Wow, that sounded like the beginning of a seminary essay! Scripture implies not only God's uncreated nature, it also gives us an experience of God as moving away from self into humanity in the form of revelations (the Prophets) and redemptive action (Jesus as Christ), and acting within human nature in such a way to recognize in oneself, and one's neighbor, the Divine. This three-part structure: God-self, God-revelation, God-within humanity, becomes the basis to reflect our experience of God's relationship to humanity.
Deuteronomy speaks of God's existence in both heaven and earth, acting in both revelation and redemption.
...fix in your heart, that the LORD is God in the heavens above and on the earth below, and that there is no other... that you and your children after you may prosper, and that you may have a long life on the land . . . ."
In Paul's letter to the Romans, he explicitly writes of God in terms of Father, Spirit, and of being "heirs of God and joint-heirs with Christ"
The text takes an interesting turn, then, and suggests that this relationship is only fully recognized (The Spirit himself bears witness with our spirit) "if only we suffer with him". Paul is suggesting that we will be led by the Spirit into the sufferings of Christ to enter into the glory of the Father. How often do we regard God as aloof and incapable of suffering because of the attribution of "perfect". Something perfect does not suffer, but God as the Christ, did suffer (contrary to the rather insipid claim of the Gnostics) and does suffer. The reason God suffers, for Paul, is clear: we are all God's children. God suffers because of His great love for his creation and his perfect love expressed in our free will to walk away from our inheritance like a petulant child walks away from Disneyland to play in the backyard on a dry, brown lawn with broken toys in the summer heat to spite his parents.
In Matthew's gospel, the Trinity is explicit in the triadic baptismal formula with the promise that the role of the disciple is to teach the world "all that I have commanded you". If you remember, three weeks ago, Jesus commanded his disciples: "love one another". The mission, then, of both the Church and the individual, is one of "going out" into the world, as Christ and the Father "went out" of themselves---God in creation, revelation, and redemption, Christ in perfect obedience to the Father. This centrifugal force of the Spirit, though, is only possible as a fruit of loving one another--the centripetal force of the inwardness of God's presence within us and Christ's presence in the community of the faithful. What draws us together leads us to the mission.
The mission will "batter" us, to quote the epigraph from Donne, but we live because we are embraced by God's Spirit in following the battered Christ resurrected. Donne's pleading seems masochistic until one realizes that to join in this family of God's children, the way of life and glory is also the way of suffering and death for love of the other, embodying the practice of the Trinity. Who could ever understand such love?
Thursday, June 12, 2025
Pentecost
The Language of the Holy Spirit
The first action at Pentecost involved the paradox of a single group of men from a particular region speaking so that others, who spoke many other languages, heard them in their own language. Perhaps the message was one of universal salvation. Scripture simply says the Spirit "... enabled them to proclaim... the mighty acts of God." What could be mightier than the gathering of all nations to the loving call of God?
whether Jews or Greeks, slaves or free persons, and we were all given to drink of one Spirit. (1Cor.12:12-13)
Love is the language of the Holy Spirit and the sure sign of God’s dwelling and the source of our comfort, instruction, and salvation.
Friday, May 30, 2025
The Ascension of Our Lord, Jesus Christ
Now What?
Friday, May 23, 2025
Sixth Sunday of Easter
Saturday, May 17, 2025
Fifth Sunday of Easter
A New Commandment?
Friday, May 9, 2025
Fourth Sunday of Easter
Sheepish Leaders
Monday, May 5, 2025
Third Sunday of Easter
He Reveals Himself in This Way
Saturday, April 26, 2025
Divine Mercy Sunday (Second Sunday of Easter)
Resurrection and Woundedness
It was important to the early Church that the account of Jesus' resurrection did not become a "ghost story." Some followers of Christ could not reconcile his divinity with his humanity and concluded that Jesus, being divine, could not have truly suffered on the cross; a wounded God is much more difficult to worship. Luke writes in the tradition of Christians who share the conviction, handed down by the Apostles, that Christ's humanity and suffering did not detract from his divinity.
When Jesus invited his Apostles to touch his wounds and then to give him some cooked fish to eat, his intent was clear: "It is I myself." During Good Friday, we venerated the Cross and meditated on the wounds of Christ, as those wounds were the sins of humanity being put upon Christ. Today, we see Jesus, the resurrected Christ, but we also see his wounds. Jesus was resurrected with his wounds.
Being resurrected doesn't mean we jettison our wounds, or, as Hamlet put it, "shuffle off our mortal coil"; the resurrection has transformed our wounds, not removed them. We carry our wounds through our baptism into our new life in Christ, and we often take on new wounds. What is markedly different, though, is as Christians, we live with our wounds visible, proof of our resurrection. We can share the painful wounds we've received because we live in a new body, the body of Christ. Love has conquered death, our wounds are no longer harbingers of death: proof we have not died, but that we live.
What being resurrected means for us is living with the confidence that love overcomes death. That our wounds present in our new life in Christ become a source of great hope for those whose woundedness has led to death. Like Christ, we can live a life that removes the defensive imperative to cover our wounds and move to dominate, to control, and accumulate wealth. Our life in Christ shows the world another way: the way of Jesus displaying his wounds to his followers as the beginning of their spiritual journey as people of the Resurrection.
Saturday, April 19, 2025
Easter Sunday of the Resurrection
He is Risen!
The older I get, the less concerned I am about the historical facts of my faith. Don't get me wrong, if I could know some historical fact regarding the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus, I'd jump at the opportunity; it's more a matter of accepting the inherent limitations of living a life of faith regarding the type of knowledge faith reveals. I see so many folks trading their faith for a type of intellectual dishonesty that makes bizarre claims in an attempt to find empirical backing for what they claim to already believe. Based on biblical passages, Harold Camping calculated the exact time for Christ’s return. For Harold, this wasn’t faith but empirical truth. He convinced others. The time came and went. Nothing. Another date was set; his calculations were a bit off the first time. The time came and went. Nothing. Finally, Camping admitted he got the whole thing wrong and will no longer make any further predictions. Humiliated, alone, and pilloried in the press, Harold Camping takes his first step towards resurrection: crucifixion.
There is no other way to resurrection than through crucifixion. This is the substance of my faith when I proclaim each Sunday, "He was crucified, died, and buried. On the third day, he rose again by the scriptures."
Crucifixion forces our hand to break our plans for an orderly and carefully controlled life and puts us at the feet of the cross or on it. We will likely never have empirical, historical evidence of Jesus’ bodily resurrection; this is faith. Still, one thing is eminently probable: Jesus was killed on the cross by Roman and religious authorities who were threatened by the instability of challenged metaphors: Jesus said he was a king, and Jesus said he was the Messiah. The only possible way Jesus could walk to the cross was a faith born not in what would come after but in the sustaining relationship of love he had with the Father. Jesus' fear and feeling of dejection in murmuring the 22nd Psalm, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me," ends with the 31st Psalm: "Into your hands, O Lord, I commend my spirit."
The Resurrection is what happened after. The disciples witnessed it according to the accounts of Scripture. But my faith finds its foundation in the resurrections I've experienced in others and in myself that have their origin in The Resurrection.
Easter is the "difficult birth" of a faith borne on the cross of one who died two thousand years ago and claimed to be a king and Messiah. Still, the millions of new lives hewn from the roughness of the Cross are witness to a deeper and more profound truth than an historical event, and the Resurrection has lived long after Jesus walked the earth.
Friday, April 18, 2025
Good Friday of the Lord's Passion
We Call this Friday Good
Saturday, April 12, 2025
Palm Sunday of the Lord's Passion
A Passion for Humanity
Saturday, April 5, 2025
Fifth Sunday in Lent
Saturday, March 29, 2025
Fourth Sunday of Lent
The Lost and Found
‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you; I no longer deserve to be called your son.’
These are the words of the Prodigal Son, resonating with us as we journey through Lent, becoming more conscious of our need for God’s abundant grace. Just as the Prodigal Son contemplated the richness of his father’s estate while using scraps of food to feed pigs, we too sense the almost unfathomable richness of God’s goodness from which He pours His grace upon all creation. We cannot exist on scraps meant for pigs! Lent is not only a time to reflect on our sinfulness but also to contemplate how sin can lead us to a life of spiritual poverty, where our souls are famished for lack of nourishment.
As God’s children, like the Prodigal Son, we are granted all that God possesses, even though we have wandered away from home, mistakenly believing that the true richness of the world is something we create rather than something we experience in communion with God.
Many Christians in their youth leave the church seeking a richer life without God and the sacraments, only to return when tragedy strikes, often bringing back the spiritual maturity they left behind. Some were driven away by the harm done to them by the very community they once called family. Others left because it is inconvenient to rise early on Sunday, preferring to do something else; they believe they can always worship God on their own. Then some never return, dying without their birthright of the sacraments and the comfort of absolution. Regardless of the reason for leaving, during Lent, we, the faithful, must be a sign of God’s search for them and extend an invitation for their return. We must embody the mindset of the father in the parable, who does not wait for his son to reach him but runs out to meet him at first sight.
Where do we find these prodigal Christians? They are all around us in our daily lives. Invite them back. Let them know that God’s love has never abandoned them. Remind them of the parable of The Prodigal Son and the enthusiasm of the father, emphasizing that God’s love extends to them no matter where they are in their spiritual journey. So many feel unworthy and use that as an excuse to stay away. We all cultivate love and gratitude from the soil of humble awareness that our Father has embraced us on the road, clothed us, put a ring on our finger, and invites us to celebrate being found.
Friday, March 21, 2025
Third Sunday of Lent
"...whoever thinks he is standing secure should take care not to fall."(1Cor. 10:12)
St.Paul in his first letter to the Corinthians gives us an enticing frame for today's gospel. Paul is writing to the wealthy and sophisticated church at Corinth, which he founded and nurtured as a spiritual father---the father of a spiritually adolescent community.
Paul admonishes the folks at Corinth to be careful of being spiritually proud. Many believed that simply by partaking of the sacraments they were being given the fullness of salvation rather than the orthodox teaching that the sacraments are a process of salvation, the "food for the journey". He alludes to the Jews in the Exodus who "...all drank the spiritual drink . . Yet God was not pleased with most of them, for they were struck down in the desert." The sacraments must be approached with humility, a sense that they indeed confer grace, not a sense of entitlement.
Jesus's call to repentance likewise uses allusions to the past folly of those who presumed favor with God, but he goes further by using a parable of an unproductive fig tree. The landowner wants the fruitless fruit tree uprooted, but the gardener intervenes and suggests a little individualized attention---to take a "wait and see" approach in the hopes that the tree will be producing within a year. Clearly, this allegory positions Christ as the Gardner and God the Father as the landowner; the fig tree is Israel. Though the three gospels contain a story involving fig trees, Matthew and Marks are similar (withering curse of a fig tree by Jesus), the story in Luke---aside from the figure of the fig---is different. The "fruit" of Luke's fig tree is associated with the expectation that Israel will be righteous before God and that they will live out the covenant; however, they have turned away from righteousness as primarily demonstrated by how they treat the most vulnerable. Luke's gospel is focused on justice for those ignored and outcasts.
Jesus's deeds in the following chapter after his call to repentance are a wonderful illustration of how Jesus was fulfilling the Covenant: he healed and liberated a woman who was crippled and "incapable of standing erect." Most telling was his calling "the leader of the synagogue" a hypocrite for objecting that healing cannot be done on the Sabbath. Jesus replies rather forcefully: "Hypocrites! Does not each one of you and the sabbath untie his ox or his ass from the manger and lead it out for watering. This daughter of Abraham, whom Satan has bound for eighteen years now, ought she not to have been set free on the sabbath day from this bondage?" This was the repentance the previous chapter was calling Israel to: Repent to heal and heal to repent; forgive to be forgiven. Healing was not an option for Jesus, it was the core of his ministry. Repentance means, literally, to turn 180 degrees.
The repentance of this Lenten season asks us to become amazed at the injustice in the world, but working for a cause can be just as insidious in leading us away from healing others as becoming obsessed with preserving orthodoxy (Jesus healed on the sabbath!). Jesus tended to the woman first. His priority wasn't to make a point; the woman wasn't a visual aid. Jesus responded to the need as it presented itself and then tended to the dried-up fig trees in the synagogue.
For our Lenten meditation, let's consider ourselves in this scene not as Jesus, and perhaps not even as the crippled woman, but as part of the crowd of orthodox observers who are upset at Jesus' violation of the Sabbath. If we can sit with this for a few minutes, we can clearly and unequivocally proclaim: "We're not there yet!"
Saturday, March 15, 2025
Second Sunday in Lent