I'm in way over my head! Where is God in all of this?
Friday, August 11, 2023
Eleventh Sunday after Pentecost
I'm in way over my head! Where is God in all of this?
Friday, August 4, 2023
The Transfiguration of the Lord
Do You See Me Now?
Saturday, July 15, 2023
Eighth Sunday after Pentecost
The Weeds in the Wheat: Stay Out of the Garden!
This parable is part of a series of parables Jesus continues to use, which develops Matthew’s theme of fulfillment (“I will open my mouth to speak in parables; I will proclaim what has been hidden from the foundation of the world” --Psalm 78). Indeed, this parable is part of a series of parables about the acceptance and rejection of Jesus. This theme of acceptance tinged with rejection is especially relevant for Matthew’s community, which, at the end of the first century, is experiencing rejection within the Jewish community.
Today’s parable suggests the “weeds” appearing among the “wheat” represent those within the Christian community who are subverting Christ’s kingdom, “the field.” On another level, the field is the landscape of the human heart where the Christian must pursue the spiritual life while struggling against the evil from within.
In response to the “weeds among the wheat,” Jesus counsels patience and tolerance. It is the Son of Man who will oversee the final judgment and separation of the weeds from the wheat. We are asked to refrain from weeding the fields lest we destroy the good with the bad. Christians on a weeding tear have historically done a great deal of damage. Think of the Inquisition and the Crusades as a couple of notable examples. In considering the substantial damage done to the kingdom by zealous gardeners, best we leave the wedding to the pros (ref. The Trinity). But what can we do with our itch to weed?
Perhaps our zealous weeding should first be practiced within our hearts, where the Holy Spirit and mature spiritual direction can bring about a more excellent purification. Put away your weed killers and trowels; see what the weeds look like first that lie sprouting within your heart, and by the time you have finished that job, God’s judgment will surely have been visited upon the world.
Saturday, July 8, 2023
Fifth Sunday after Pentecost
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Last week's gospel referenced the "little ones" as Jesus' disciples, and this week Jesus uses "little ones" again only this time declaring them the true wise ones because they lay no claim on earthly wisdom. Those who follow Jesus, then, while small and insignificant by the world's standards are the true imitators of Jesus in being the least as Jesus declares that he too is "meek and humble of heart" and invites all those who wish to share in this to follow him.
How often have we stood in the shadow of some great edifice that seems to be designed to make the visitor feel small and insignificant? Federal buildings often have this quality, and unfortunately, so do many churches. Of course, the reason given by church architects is to allow the glory of God to overwhelm us with His grandeur. It makes people small rather than welcoming the small to feel valued. The Church Jesus built isn't overwhelming because it makes visitors feel small; it's overwhelming because it makes the "little ones" count.
God is better represented as the God of the Cross rather than the God of the lightning bolt. The Cross wins obedience not through the power of compulsion but through the compelling power of love. The Good News of Christ is that the God we worship is more interested in being a "little one" among us than threatening us with His cosmic power.
Truly the good news we share is that though the world may want obedience through coercion and power, the God we worship desires obedience by accepting the loving embrace of a joyful father welcoming home a prodigal son.
Saturday, June 17, 2023
The Third Sunday after Pentecost
“Without cost you have received; without cost you are to
give”
As Christians living in the twenty-first century, we have
little to fear. In this country, about sixty-three percent of Americans identify
as Christian, a clear majority, and few fear persecution or death for their beliefs,
unlike Jesus’ disciples or other Christians living in societies hostile to
their faith. Jesus was sending his disciples “as sheep in the midst
of wolves.” There was plenty to fear.
Matthew was writing his gospel during tough times. The
tension between followers of Jesus and the established Jewish synagogue and
the overall tension between the Jewish people and the Romans were increasing. Matthew’s
gospel was addressed to the community at Jerusalem around 70 A.D., the year the
Romans destroyed the Temple and caused widespread chaos both for the neophyte
community of Jesus’ followers and the mainstream Jewish population. The need to
affirm Jesus’ authority as Messiah permeates Matthew’s gospel, and today’s
reading with Jesus sending out his disciples to evangelize the Jewish people
would have been particularly timely for Matthew’s community. Jesus depicting
the disciples being sent as feeling “troubled and abandoned” is an
understatement.
The second descriptor of these disciples as needing a
shepherd seems particularly apt when you consider how Jesus contemplated being
killed at the hands of the Roman and Temple authorities, a feeling shared by
the leadership of Matthew’s small Christian community in Jerusalem. What
happens to sheep without a shepherd? They are devoured by wolves. It is
difficult for us to imagine how desperate Jesus and Matthew were to get the
message of God’s kingdom out to the “lost sheep of the house of Israel”. What
could Jesus’ disciples, or for that matter, Matthew’s community offer coming
from such a troubled community? They offered hope; their mission was to heal.
But how can the wounded heal? Jesus summed it up by declaring the healing they
received came free to them and “without cost you are to give”. Who better to heal than those who are being
healed?
We, too, are being sent. We begin our missionary journey,
though, in our hearts. Before we can share God’s healing, we must realize God’s
work in us that has begun. We don’t need to be cured to heal, but we need to
know what the wounds look like. Before we can be Christ to the world,
we need to see Christ in the world, present in the least and
the last, the wounded and weak. As Christ’s glorified body still bore the wounds
of his crucifixion, so we go forth using our wounds as proof of God’s healing
and how real for us the coming of God’s kingdom is, because it has arrived.
Saturday, June 10, 2023
The Body and Blood of Our Lord
Become What You Receive
Saturday, June 3, 2023
The Most Holy Trinity
"Batter my heart three-person God"





